| | Das nien Drama?
Pretty darn long have I not been writing in this blog. I guess there
are times when drama stopped. There were'nt things invoking me to feel
torn and used. No more times of when I have to only come to xanga for
clearing out my system. No more dramas, and I guess thats cuz they are
no longer some one who I look up upon to. But seeing it possitively, I
take it a lesson to learn from knowing the reasons why and causes of
it. Knowing who they really are was not pleasent but it was inevitable.
I had to know the ugly truth, I was forced to witness and experience
the poisonous knife of betrayal and deception. But what is done is
done. The damaged has been caused, and there would be no turning back
but to continue to walk forward with life. But as I am certain, my blog
will contain some EMO entries once in a while...
Oh so, she said...
I took a huge risk. But it was the choice I made. Would I want to know
sugar-coated-lies with cherry on top? Nope, and all I wanted to know is
the truth. In return, there is no way for me to expect something
original from you and then me stealing peoples' ideas with me fiddling
with them passing em on back to you. So, what I did was presenting to
you my ideas and the facts I found. Who knows they could have been
lying to me and for all I know they could have bullshitted to me for my
ideas and experences. I did not care, I took them word for word, lie or
no lie. There was no way I could confirm if its true, unless I have
done my own research. Facts are crucial for the base of anything. In
this case, trust-worthyness partners. But to have heard their ideas,
was interesting and that I finally knew them more. Expanding my
knowledge and being better / self-inprovement is what that I really
believe would get me far in life. Thank you for sharing, I really
appreciated that you have trusted me with your heart even if it means that I
could jeopardize your ideas and use them for my own use. But we have
ethics and rules to follow; there would be no way for me to do such
immature / hypochritical act. =]
Thrall says "Work Work!"
I love my pay... more than what I expected for my starter payroll. I
mean c'mon, I only expected RM2000, but being a fulltimer I could get
more than that. Lalala and I have alot of freedom to wear what I want,
do what I want, as long as I get my job done. I like how the
"dude-on-top-of-the-coperate-ladder" treats me with respect, hes also
got this humour that just makes me smile. It was fun that one of my
friend decided to work with me, even though she had to fly off to U.K.
by June to meet up with her sister. I do not see a point in pushing
yourself so hard to just quickly get a job when you are well capable of
without income. I mean, it is always best to "shop" around before
purchasing an item for the best price. =D
The good ol' CCX2
It has been a long long time last I have talked to them. IT was just
surprising that there were no hesitation when I asked if they would
liek to meet up at the mamak to catch up. The poor dude just got back
from Melaka, and he looked like he could use a good Thai Masage. It was good tobe ableto catch up. It has been like since
Chinese New Year that I've met you... wait it was at my Birthday Party
at Luna Bar. Good to hear that all of you are very fine and well. Even
though I am no longer part of the fraternity, we remain as friends...
Friends with a long history... the good ol' days... recalling all those
good times we had. As how she said it, we were friends since Gawd knows
when.
... right... Here I have my Sister pestering me to grab my FFVII DvD
back since months yonks ago (she still is...oh the torment!). But the thing is, I have became very persistent in getting it
back for the last 3 weeks. But it does not work, and I do not want to
scare him off away. I have decided to cool of on SMSing / MSNing him
about my beloved DvD for the time, or maybe just randomly, mildly remind
him about it. Sigh -___-
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