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| And, what now...
... Took me quite a while before I could actually 'tell' my fingers to start typing. I was quite engrossed with what has happened since my last entry; alot indeed. Before I go on with my own mambo-jumbos, if there are any frequent visitors I'd like to humbly apologise for the long delay.
Surprise the Confused
There are alot of things I'd like to remember by, in the next 50 years or so, and of the numerous events that took place in my life since my last entry till of now, is that I kinda flunked in surprising Shawn. Tsk tsk  ... I've always wanted to return the favour to the CCx2, they were like there at KLIA picking me up at the airport by surprise. In short, I was thrilled, and shocked by the surprise of course; and for that I've always remembered that day. If any of the CCx2 members are reading this, I thank ya'll for that day it was a good memory. So anyways, yeah... I found out Shawn will be back for good out of his wondrous Military Training Camp, and I was rather eager to repay him; I was in his debt in that matter. I can't say it was like this covert-op kinda planning and all, and I did not intend to make it like this huge-ass fiesta to have this "Welcome Back, Shawn!" party. All i wanted to do was just have his friends over at his uber cool house welcoming him home. I have to say, I rather think I was the wrong person in charge of the occasion, because I am rather oblivious to Shawn's friends. I mean its party where all Shawn's friends are invited. The only people I managed to get hold of was the CCx2 and other Sungai Long-ian friends of his. At the end of it, it did not quite turn out to be a surprise party, Shawn was more confused to see our faces  . It was good, I was thankful it at least turned out to be a gathering. There were plenty of food and beverages. So yeah kinda late, but Welcome Back, Shawn =]
Max Brenner [at] Singapore
Finally, I was able to get down to Max Brenner in Singapore to actually patronize the store. According to multiple blogs, there were less favourable comments regarding the service. I found the chocolate cafe at Esplanade, in one of the corners. I was eager to try it out and experience the differences between the one in Melbourne and the one in Singapore. I've gotta say, I disagree with the blogs which lack positive feed back regarding their experience in Max Brenner. It was fairly good, maybe it wasn't peak hours but still the service were quite prompt. I expected the chocolate fondue to be small, but it turned out to be a full meal for both me and my Sister. I have nothing to complain about, in fact it was fairly good.
Aside from patronizing at Max Brenner in Singapore, I was on a vacation exploring a little on my own with my Sister. And I thought it to be very warm in Malaysia, but it was HOT and I could not really tolerate the heat at Singapore. The malls were my salvation... away from the searing hot air outside. I was there long enough to figure out that I was fortunate I do not live there. That aside, I ventured into their China Town, had a ride on the cable car to have a good view around, oh and also it was first time watching Indonesian channel. I was rather bored during the nights in the hotel room, the gym, swimming pool, massage parlour, and the spa center were all closed. It was entertaining, having said the commercials were good and creative, even though I could only ake out 30% of what they were all saying. Dad was like all "I-Know-Where-to-Get-Good-Food", mainly seafood, seafood, and seafood... and more seafood. Oh! And I was able to get my hands on the CDs at HMV that I've been looking all over K.L. for; Daft Punk's Discovery and the OST for the Devil Wears Prada. These 2 CDs will fill my "Tersayang" IPOD with more Lounge and Electornica/House music! =D
Movies after movies after movies...
There seem to have alot of notable films screening this year which include Spidermen III, Fantastic 4 (II), Ocean's 13, Pirates of the Carribean; To World's End, Shrek 3, Transformers, Harry Porter; Order of the Phoenix, Resident Evil; Extinction, and many more couuntless movies. Everyweek, especially on Friday nights, its a movie day every week. And since theres TGV about 10 minutes drive from my house, theres no reason not to watch anticipated movies on the big screen. Firstly Spidermen III was better than the previous, the plot was has more depth, well it wasn't a great movie but what can we expect of a Super Hero movie? Fantastic 4 was a bum, only watched it because Jessica Alba was acting in it. Ocean's 13 was good, but wasn't necessary to watch it on big screen. Oh and Noureen DeWulf, the hottie was in it =P . Pirates for short, was breath taking, epic, humourous, and not to mention Kaira Knightly is still hot in grease, dirt and sand =D. Shrek 3? One word, hillarious. Never in my life did I laugh so much in the cinemas ( Terminator 3; I laughed so hard tears were rolling down my cheeks ). Transformers, I am a fan 'course I'll give ya biased comments =P . Loved the new design of the robots and Megan Fox is something that I couldn't take my eyes off especially when she openend Bumblebee's bonet for inspection =D.Watched Harry Porter with Victor and the CCx2, I'm not a fan but the movie was OKAY, just like the book. I just can't wait to watch the hot super model Milla Jovovich running over mindless zombies and emptying her mags on some weird bio-engineered organism in the coming Resident Evil; Extinction. I wonder how would the singer Ashanti fair in her fourth film =].
My cravings for Starbucks Hazelnut Hot Chocolate
I've had one Grande and a Tall this week and still my cravings are not satiated. I had one while I was out buying tickets for Harry Porter and accompanying Shawn to fix his "beloved" (reffer to his blog). Then the next one was just 2 days after that, when I was watching Harry Porter with CCx2 and Victor. It's not an awesome drink, but its a great drink for chocolate lovers. I love how there's this pinch of hazelnut-tish tinge to it which gives it a much creamier taste to the sinful drink >.<. Topped with whipped cream, its heaven! And it's cheap, its not like some vintage drink at some 5 star hotel, and its worth what I pay for. Maaaannn, here I am writing about my cravings, and now I'm really tempted getting one "to-go". >.<
Books after books
... I'm looking at the piles of books/novels/journals in my shelf =.=;;; . Not to mention sis keeps adding to my collection journals and textbooks... From Writing a Convincing Business Plan to Anyone Can Do It; Building Coffee Republic From Our Kitchen Table . On top of that, Vinci's Warcraft's novels are pilling all over my bed. There isn't enough time to get all the readings done, but I doubt I have even if I'm on my weekend break from the working life. But I'm quite proud of myself, I'm about to read the grand battle between the 5 Legendary Dragons/Aspects for the Day of the Dragon. I've been trying to find time to read in between of my waiting time in any task in life; waiting for a webpage to load on screen, a ride in the passenger seat, in a really bad stagnant traffic jam, doing my business in the toilet, and other countless "lag processes". I've been very captivated by the story/history in the book and I've been able to slowly grasp the whole picture of Azeroth and it's events.
Sukuran!
So, my Sis's boyfriend placed a DVD right next to me, when I was WoW-ing. Being the curious LeFa, I promptly inserted the DVD hoping to see beautiful Latinas in their bikinis, running around the beach, giggling. to my dismay, it had high school girls in it instead. Eyes bigger than a normal human being would have, with comedic figures and colourful sceneries; an anime with the huge headings flashing "School Rumble". ( LeFa's note : - Lol it was just a figure of writing, I don't own any perverted DVDs. I SWEAR! =X But latinas are still TEH hot! =D ) . I remember watching the 1st Term a year ago, and now I've been hooked on to my new HP Laptop watching them all the 2nd Term. The humour gets better and better the longer I watch. I was practically laughing and cringing at the numbing pain on both my cheeks. It isn't some ordinary "Love Triangle" anime, it has alot of twist in the plot that makes it superfunny-fied (if there is such a word). And this reminds me, to look for some playable video player. The last episode seems unable to be played on Windows Media Player. *Grumble*
I'm too exhausted to continue on my mambo-jumbos. And what I need right now is some good foreplay and a warm Hazelnut Hot Chocolate "to-go" from Starbucks =]. Till next time.
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| Are you, YOU?
Being oneself to the fullest is in fact being who you really are. I 'd
like to put it as being "Individualistic". Being one, is that of only
fulfillinig oneself's interest regardless of what the society has to
say about, noting that being one pushes the ideal being/life one
chooses to live his or her life.
This is just a different angle of looking at "what is being yourself
all about?", thus does not reflect the accounted comments regarding
this topic as being "the wright oppinion".
"I am ME. I like to do what I like. I do not hide my characteristics. I
like being ME because I am living the life I want to live. I am a
Diva/Brat/Bitch, and I do not care what others have to say about ME. I
love to express myself to know that I have no boundaries to supress ME."
It is all about YOU, YOU, YOU and YOU. In turn, it portrays the
fundlemental issue of being selfish because there is no space of
considering what people around you feel about YOU. Everything in
your life is fueled by the forces of "the Arms of Rebel"; rejecting all
those who do not accept/agree to you. You only agree to anything that
supports your freedom of being YOU. This is in fact the lifes of "BE
YOURSELF" activists live their everyday life till the day they die and
that they have made too many enemies till the point only a handful
come to your funeral.
Being yourself is different than that of being youself to the fullest.
Everyone is being themselfs, its just how much people tend to go push
that side of themselfs. For instance, Melrose from America's Next Top
Model is being hated by all the rest of the contestants because she was
being herself. It does not mean that the rest of the contestants were
not being themselfs but rather, Melrose herself had only wanted to be
who she is and not fix her attitude. By fixing and changing one's
attitude does not mean you are faking a personality. It is that you are
being a better YOURSELF. Another hypothetical example is that say Guy A
and Girl B are both friends, and are in the Gym working out. Guy A asks
Girl B why cant he get girls he wants.Girl B gives a comment and said
that Guy A is not masculine enough and that he has to fix his attitude.
Guy B then feels offended and lashes Girl B vocaly and claims that he
would not change himself to be more masculine so to get girls and
rather be who he is. In this case, the Diva Guy A prefers to be himself
of which who has flaws in his characteristics, and do not wish to
better himself. Girl B's advices were rejected by Guy A because it
obstruct Guy A to be who he is. So tell me, by learning to accept
crucial oppinions commented by others; makes you a person who is not
being yourself / a fake?
I am a very talkative person which may sometimes annoy people, and I
can be hyper at times. But say I was to attend some really posh
cocktail party with all the important people present. Do you think I
should talk to the CEO of some company like "eh relek lah, bang" and
start yaking away? Of course not, we all have to be decent at times
even if I may hate being too formal. Rather than not attending the
party, attend it and be respectful, with class and dignity and be part
of the party. There are times we all should let loose but not always
because we have to respect people around you too.
We all want to live lifes to how we all want to. But we do not only
live alone in this vast World. We live with all sorts of organism,
which include humans that make up the society. We live a in a world
where its just not YOU that matters, but also people around you.
Would you prefer to have tons of friends who you can really count on
that it is because of your good attributes that got very far in life?
Or would you rather live life with just 2-3 friends who you can trully
express yourself One hundred and Ten percent to them and that these 2-3
friends can tolerate your attitude, and having a life filled with
problems because of not being a better YOU?
I myself can be very talkative and annoying at times, and I know most
of my friends just swallow that fact of me down. They either chose not
to speak of it or that they chose to live with it. Either way, it does
make oneself to think not to go overboard with being who I really am.
Why should I look at it as that my friends are'nt really my friends for
disliking that part of me? Why should I avoid them and go on on a hunt
to search for mates who likes every square centimeter of me? My friends are the one who can be honnest to me and tell me things of which is helpful to me. I will be seeing it as they have told me the flaws in me that should be ammended... Idiocy is
one thing, but I'd rather move forward in life that I change/evolve for
the best. I am not changing who I am, but to be a better LeFa who
prefers to excel in life. Bad attributes of me should be abandoned and
good attributes from good role models whould be absorbed. So anyhoo,
LeFa is not trying to fake up who he really is, but to harness the best
attributes of himself.
Just some random thought I had. I guess the server is up by now and
time to go on my SlutLock and fear the pansy Alliance till they wet
their pants! =P
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| Das nien Drama?
Pretty darn long have I not been writing in this blog. I guess there
are times when drama stopped. There were'nt things invoking me to feel
torn and used. No more times of when I have to only come to xanga for
clearing out my system. No more dramas, and I guess thats cuz they are
no longer some one who I look up upon to. But seeing it possitively, I
take it a lesson to learn from knowing the reasons why and causes of
it. Knowing who they really are was not pleasent but it was inevitable.
I had to know the ugly truth, I was forced to witness and experience
the poisonous knife of betrayal and deception. But what is done is
done. The damaged has been caused, and there would be no turning back
but to continue to walk forward with life. But as I am certain, my blog
will contain some EMO entries once in a while...
Oh so, she said...
I took a huge risk. But it was the choice I made. Would I want to know
sugar-coated-lies with cherry on top? Nope, and all I wanted to know is
the truth. In return, there is no way for me to expect something
original from you and then me stealing peoples' ideas with me fiddling
with them passing em on back to you. So, what I did was presenting to
you my ideas and the facts I found. Who knows they could have been
lying to me and for all I know they could have bullshitted to me for my
ideas and experences. I did not care, I took them word for word, lie or
no lie. There was no way I could confirm if its true, unless I have
done my own research. Facts are crucial for the base of anything. In
this case, trust-worthyness partners. But to have heard their ideas,
was interesting and that I finally knew them more. Expanding my
knowledge and being better / self-inprovement is what that I really
believe would get me far in life. Thank you for sharing, I really
appreciated that you have trusted me with your heart even if it means that I
could jeopardize your ideas and use them for my own use. But we have
ethics and rules to follow; there would be no way for me to do such
immature / hypochritical act. =]
Thrall says "Work Work!"
I love my pay... more than what I expected for my starter payroll. I
mean c'mon, I only expected RM2000, but being a fulltimer I could get
more than that. Lalala and I have alot of freedom to wear what I want,
do what I want, as long as I get my job done. I like how the
"dude-on-top-of-the-coperate-ladder" treats me with respect, hes also
got this humour that just makes me smile. It was fun that one of my
friend decided to work with me, even though she had to fly off to U.K.
by June to meet up with her sister. I do not see a point in pushing
yourself so hard to just quickly get a job when you are well capable of
without income. I mean, it is always best to "shop" around before
purchasing an item for the best price. =D
The good ol' CCX2
It has been a long long time last I have talked to them. IT was just
surprising that there were no hesitation when I asked if they would
liek to meet up at the mamak to catch up. The poor dude just got back
from Melaka, and he looked like he could use a good Thai Masage. It was good tobe ableto catch up. It has been like since
Chinese New Year that I've met you... wait it was at my Birthday Party
at Luna Bar. Good to hear that all of you are very fine and well. Even
though I am no longer part of the fraternity, we remain as friends...
Friends with a long history... the good ol' days... recalling all those
good times we had. As how she said it, we were friends since Gawd knows
when.
... right... Here I have my Sister pestering me to grab my FFVII DvD
back since months yonks ago (she still is...oh the torment!). But the thing is, I have became very persistent in getting it
back for the last 3 weeks. But it does not work, and I do not want to
scare him off away. I have decided to cool of on SMSing / MSNing him
about my beloved DvD for the time, or maybe just randomly, mildly remind
him about it. Sigh -___-
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| What comes around goes around
I can not help it but to feel that im on top of the world, and I have
all the red paint buckets all ready to paint the whole city RED. Hmmm
yes it is negative of me to feel this way, but as the saying goes "Old
splinters will never be forgoten". I am grinning here, that it finally
got to this. You used to be so full of yourself, and now you cling on
to one thing now you so regret of loosing, for dear life so vainly.
Have a taste of your own medicine, and feel the torment you used to put
them for so grantedly.
"HAH! Take That!" and be miserable.
Right now, I'm loving Justin Timberlake's What Comes Around Goes Around. It has a ring of truth to it.
*... I was usppose to post a few Fan Fic I wrote and saved it on my
IPOD (as an external hard-drive). Now I can not access the files... I
have decided that I wont save my own compositions in my laptop or my
IPOD. I'll just post it up here of all my works, composition, scribbles
and what not... just to be safe... nuff said... !@$%$*#! *
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| MY Blog
Right, I am gonna get this clear... and I do not wish to repeat myself.
Time again and again I have to explain to readers ( IM NOT SUPPOSE TO
HAVE GUESTS/READERS READING MY BLOG! ) that this blog is only for me to
read. It is something like my journal where I would write my feelings
out. It is a place I release my system out. THEREFORE it MAY be
personel. I write my about my inner feelings which I may not be able to
express myself in real life. It is not some blog where I'd write about
my daily life yada yada and la di da... At
3 pm I went to this place and did this... then at 4 pm I had a blast at
some place... then at 8 pm I had to Yum Char with my friends... oh my
glamourous life~~~ . I DON'T WRITE SUCH BLOGS... ANYMORE! And
for a better understanding of what I have to say, I will write them
down in questions and answers to make it simple.
Why have it online then when its personel?
Yes it is personel but the reasons as follows : - For ONE... I prefer
to read it on my lovely laptop then to read my termite-ridden paper
diary... TWO... I type faster than I could write... THREE... I do not
have to print pictures and paste it in my diary...
Then why have it in public for people to comment on?
Cuz I welcome comments as everyone is entitled to give comments
constructively and not stupidly ( WARNING : - Stupid and
non-constructive comments will be ignored and deleted as I do not want
to waste my time on reading idiotic comments... plainly waste of my
time and effort. *Annon1 is the 1st so I'll let her go* .
Why do you talk bad about people?
I don't talk bad about people, they are true comments of my perspective
through my experience with EM peoplesss. If a person is good to me, of
course they deserve good comments, and if you're no better than scum
bags, you are entitled to deserve the worst truthful comments from me
too. I DO NOT make up things to write about people, they are true and
most of the time factual. If I say its fiction/compossition, then yes its fiction. Besides, almost everyone in my blog are
refered to "He/She/They/That person/Bla bla bla on which I have to
comment on. I do not put your names down for your welfare so that
no one else know your dirty lil tricks but me (But I do put down names
on certain occasions) . And Again lemme stress this blog is for me, and
I know who I am writing about, I do not need names in the entries. If
you don't fucking like the comments I give, choose either one of these
2 options; ONE try to be in my good books list, TWO hate me all you
want because of me telling the truth and do not fucking visit my site
again... EVER. Sendiri terasa, nak I ubah? Kurang ajar! Padahal siapa
cakap tentang you? You ingat you sendiri glamour sangat sampai I nak
cakap tentang you? Please, don't be full of yourself.
<_<
Why do you influence people to like or to hate some one?
I DO NOT influence any of you to... I repeat, I do not influence any of
you to like or to hate some one. I never did threaten any of you with a
knife up on your throat saying "You MUST hate that skank" or "He's
fucking nice so you better like him too... OR ELSE..." . Neither have I
forced you in any way... I mean for crying out loud it is your ownself!
It is YOU who decide to like some one or to hate some one through your
own experience. So if I would to say "Life is shitty... everyone should
go kill themselfs..." Life is shitty because I said so? You would
really kill yourself? Just because I said it, and to you it is
influencing you to go suicide, you would really do it? Each and
everyone of us have a different experience in life so will you have
different comments on people. It is your OWN decision, so do not
fucking say I fucking influenced any of you.
So there, and I hope that all of you got you facts right about my blog and aslo about me in real life. Hmph nuff said.
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